Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Arrggggggg the father of my sons is a complete and TOTAL ASS sometimes.... I swear!!!! He actually gigged his child support payment $10 for the money he gave me at Karate this week to register the boys for the next session - TEN DOLLARS!!!! Ok not a bunch but hey that's almost 1/2 tank of gas in the van!!!! THEN he is being a twit about helping out with Xmas gifts/$$ and had the f'ing nerve to tell me he was going to sign away his rights to the kids - like that's going to stop him from having to support them!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I just LOVE having such warm, fulfilling conversations in the morning after he's already managed to polish off atleast a pint of vodka and 24 oz of beer and I am struggling to get the boys ready for school and myself together for work.... Now watch - he will call tonight or first thing in the morning when he's sober or semi sober and be all sweet as punch again!!!! Lord grant me the serenity to deal with him!!!! I am trying to just keep smiling and swimming....
He took the boys overnight this weekend and they are still not calmed down - even the baby has been restless at night and waking up a bit more then usual.... Just as I get them calmed down it will start all over again cause he will have them for a visit again this weekend....
BUT on a happy note - I had a dream that Ethen was walking... He was just sooo cute too - just a little itty bitty thing toddling along.... The scarey part is that it's not gonna be just a dream for long - the boy soo wants to MOVE!!!!
Shoot I am so tired suddenly today I just lost my thought - I'll come back later to finish... Well til next time....
He took the boys overnight this weekend and they are still not calmed down - even the baby has been restless at night and waking up a bit more then usual.... Just as I get them calmed down it will start all over again cause he will have them for a visit again this weekend....
BUT on a happy note - I had a dream that Ethen was walking... He was just sooo cute too - just a little itty bitty thing toddling along.... The scarey part is that it's not gonna be just a dream for long - the boy soo wants to MOVE!!!!
Shoot I am so tired suddenly today I just lost my thought - I'll come back later to finish... Well til next time....
